Whale Tail SInk or Swim

Sorry about the Rumpelstiltskin-esque tantrum in my previous post.
Twin Flame Issues. When the ride is bumpy, sometimes I feel there’s nothing else you can do but jump up and down in a hissy fit and scream.

That solves nothing, of course. But sometimes it helps by releasing a tiny bit of the pressure. (Not really.)

What needs to be understood is that I’ve been dealing with this cursed petrification for years. I think I’ve tried everything in the Good Way that I’m capable of doing… to no avail. And now I’m witnessing the devastation of what won’t be without even so much as hearing why. I’m a strong person; I can cope with just about anything. But knowing why? makes it an issue of respect and care. It certainly makes it easier for me to do the difficult and excruciating task of stepping back and walking away. Huh. Makes me wonder then… Guess someone doesn’t want that Finality.

Sink or Swim
Got Trust?
At this point though… The cake is gone. TFB. Sink or swim, motherfucker.

Speaking of Swimming…
Remember my post about seeing a whale tail cloud formation? Well, I’m the half of the Twin Flame pair who gets and accepts it. Who recognizes our Connection for the true Blessing it is, even as I’m forced to feel it in mono rather than stereo surround. Part of being the Recognizer is not ducking Signs when Shown them. Couldn’t get much bigger than a whale tail. Come on: It’s a WHALE. 🐋 🐳

So in honor of that (among other things which I’m not going to share cause I don’t know ya’ll) Most Excellent “Girl Who Likes to Color” Kimri 💖 at Element Tattoo in Bozeman, Montana, hooked me up as she so often does (cause she Rocks.)

Storm's Whale Tail ink - Element Tattoo, Bozeman, MT
Storm’s Whale Tail ink – Element Tattoo, Bozeman, MT

Storm's Whale Tail ink - Element Tattoo, Bozeman, MT
Storm’s Whale Tail ink – Element Tattoo, Bozeman, MT

Nothing Else Matters

I hate it when my eyes and ears are confronted with a song that I’ve loved for years yet how on earth did it manage to NOT be on my Twin Flames Playlist??? DAFUQ! Sacrilege!
And corrected!

METALLICA!!!! “Nothing Else Matters”

Metallica (1991)
Metallica (1991)
So close, no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don’t just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don’t just say
Nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know, yeah!

So close, no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

The lyrics couldn’t possibly be more spot-on; StarShine… I’m telling you through Metallica; fuck I’ve tried everything else! This. RIGHT. FUCKING. HERE:
I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don’t just say
Nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know, yeah!

So close, no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

This is Us! How can you be so frozen and still alive? Are you still alive? Must be just going through the motions; it’s like you’re on life-support. You forgot how to breathe on your own. Snap the fuck out of it!!! You are killing Us! We GOT this!!!

Is It Gettin’ Better?

All that rain outside my window, it goes on and on, I know
It’s gettin’ better every day
Soon the sun will shine outside my window, when it’s gonna come
No I really, I couldn’t say
No no no no no no, it’s gettin’ better every day

Mowing the lawn in the rain?
Really?
That’s a first for me. And surprising to see.
I was taught by my father to not mow a wet lawn and I’ve never seen anyone mow their lawn in the pouring rain.
First time for everything, of course, but huh… Does poke my curiosity.

And I must say… It doesn’t really seem possible to look happy mowing a lawn in a downpour.

Then again, I used my awesome little push-mower earlier in the day while the sun was out to cut my lawn, and while I felt satisfaction in doing so, I probably didn’t look very happy at the time either (because I was scowling over the thoughts of the dog crap in my yard that I’m constantly cleaning up that doesn’t belong to my dog but that of my neighbors’ dogs.) So who knows.

I’m a hard workin’ man, doin’ all that I can, tryin’ to make ends meet
Just a-makin’ my way through the jungle today, it’s gettin’ the best of me

And I did notice that your yard looked ready for a trim, but also knew you were hard at work and not at home; but there was someone there who was yet is unable to mow a freaking lawn? Sun’s supposed to be out tomorrow; you’d think it could’ve waited. Just sayin’.
Okay. Whatever.
Gotta love Teamwork.

But it’s only gettin’ better, and a change is gonna come my way
Yes it’s only gettin’ better, better every day, aha yeah

I’ve been changin’ the scene, if you know what I mean
Good things are comin’ my way
And now I’m livin’ my life, and I try doin’ it right
Sun shinin’ every day

Well it’s only gettin’ better, and a change is gonna come my way
Yes it’s only gettin’ better, better every day

Now it’s only gettin’ better, and a change is gonna come my way
Yes it’s only so much better, oh, gettin’ better every day, yeah
I can feel it, feel it gettin’ better, whoa, day and night
I feel it, feel it gettin’ better every day
Gettin’ better, it’s gettin’ better, it’s gettin’ better

Well… You’d think… and one (me) would wishes upon a shining star that it will.
But dayum… You’re making a skeptic out of this optimist.

I just hope it’s getting better every day.
🌟 *sigh* What am I gonna do with you… I guess the only thing I can: 💝