It’s Cancer season, July 2019, and it has me all up in my watery, oceanic Feels.
Thinking about things… The new opportunities potential, physical, spiritual, and otherwise, that I can feel shift with the wind; Messages breezing in from On High.
I welcome and embrace new beginnings, new Connections, living the hell out of my Best 9 of Pentacles ⭐ Energy Life.
I hope, TF, that you do pop onto my site on occasion, because I want you to know: I forgive you. I never stopped wishing you Joy, Happiness, and Love, even though you may have told yourself otherwise. We all have our lessons to learn, and mutual communication is Key.?️
There’s much you missed or misinterpreted because of your fears. Our Silence, Separation, is still because of those fears.
And that’s okay. I hope you’re okay; I know I am more than okay. ? I’ve learned so much over the last couple years, and the knowledge makes me stronger, empowered. I hope you took time to do the same.
Because no matter what choices we make in this life, no matter whom we Connect with, You will always Matter. ♾
Took a needed break from my blog as I dealt with offline life. Lot of painful Tower card moments -☇- but sometimes that’s how it rolls in order for one to get forward momentum, especially when so many blocks are stacked or chained to you, entrapment in what no longer serves you in the Good Way.
Betrayals and Soul-wounding, – breaking, from those who once vowed, “I would never.”
But it’s okay. Catalysts are often painful. And I made it through; moved myself and my kids from an intensely negative environment into a so much better one for us.
New town (city), new home, new job, new Life. Even a new (to me) car, because apparently my Sacred Peeps are thoroughly hardcore about my fresh start ?:
Also, a new outlook, as I let go of the pain and grip of the last 5-6 years, and live in my Present with an eye on my Future, returning to My Self.
Like the Phoenix, I Rise. You can’t keep a Good Woman down. ✨
But… At an immeasurable cost on the physical plane – the “3D” to those in the Know: my Twin Flame (Re)union. The Karmic won. My Truth, my warnings, fell on deaf ears, blinded eyes, and to my infinite shock, my TF chose the fool’s gold in the hand, instead of taking a risk on a 24k future.
And it’s taken a while for me to recover from that blow; I’m still healing, over a year later. Yet I still struggled, because I made promises, vows. How to fulfill them with such a jagged, harsh, negative fracture between us? How could I possibly tell him he is forgiven?
The 5D. I’ve been working on it. Working to fulfill my end of the sacred bargain, because at the end of the day, it’s my Soul I see when I look in the mirror. I don’t renege.
Then I stumbled upon this video on YouTube:
So, I’m okay. I’m better than okay, and improving – gaining Strength – by the second. I have Me, my Kids, my Dog. I have Everything. Life is Good and I am Blessed. Thank You. ?? ??