Onward & Upward

Took a needed break from my blog as I dealt with offline life. Lot of painful Tower card moments -โ˜‡- but sometimes that’s how it rolls in order for one to get forward momentum, especially when so many blocks are stacked or chained to you, entrapment in what no longer serves you in the Good Way.

Betrayals and Soul-wounding, – breaking, from those who once vowed, “I would never.”

But it’s okay. Catalysts are often painful. And I made it through; moved myself and my kids from an intensely negative environment into a so much better one for us.

New town (city), new home, new job, new Life. Even a new (to me) car, because apparently my Sacred Peeps are thoroughly hardcore about my fresh start ๐Ÿ˜:

My new-to-me 2011 Sweet Suburban ride.

Also, a new outlook, as I let go of the pain and grip of the last 5-6 years, and live in my Present with an eye on my Future, returning to My Self.

Like the Phoenix, I Rise. You can’t keep a Good Woman down. โœจ

Phoenix Rising, a Kimri tattoo, Element Tattoo, Bozeman, Montana.

But… At an immeasurable cost on the physical plane – the “3D” to those in the Know: my Twin Flame (Re)union. The Karmic won. My Truth, my warnings, fell on deaf ears, blinded eyes, and to my infinite shock, my TF chose the fool’s gold in the hand, instead of taking a risk on a 24k future.

And it’s taken a while for me to recover from that blow; I’m still healing, over a year later. Yet I still struggled, because I made promises, vows. How to fulfill them with such a jagged, harsh, negative fracture between us? How could I possibly tell him he is forgiven?

The 5D. I’ve been working on it. Working to fulfill my end of the sacred bargain, because at the end of the day, it’s my Soul I see when I look in the mirror. I don’t renege.

Then I stumbled upon this video on YouTube:

Twin Flame Revolution: Why you don’t have to wait for your Twin Flame.

So, I’m okay. I’m better than okay, and improving – gaining Strength – by the second. I have Me, my Kids, my Dog. I have Everything. Life is Good and I am Blessed. Thank You. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ ๐ŸŒ ๐ŸŒŸ

See you in the 5D, Starshine. Peace.๐Ÿ’ซโœŒ๐Ÿพโ˜ฎ๏ธ

Infinite.

Jeff Ament – Lightning Bolt

I missed being at the Big Spring Skatepark opening in L-town because my Mom is #1 and I only get to see her about once a year.

Luckily, my Homeboy Charlie D. was able to represent for me and Jeff was very kind to oblige.๐Ÿ’•
Jeff Ament Nothingman tattoo
“Caught a Bolt of Lightningโšก… Cursed the Day He Let It Go ๐ŸŽถ” is my favorite lyric ever in a favorite of many favorite Pearl Jam songs.

Got the tattoo almost 3 years ago. A friend graciously wrote out the lyric for me because it needed his handwriting. My ‘Girl Kimri Rosaluna inked it into my skin. Someday I’ll be ash yet “Nothingman” ๐ŸŽถ will resonate in my soul forever.

Thank you again, Charlie! ๐Ÿ˜

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Whale Tail Sink or Swim

Sorry about the Rumpelstiltskin-esque tantrum in my previous post.
Twin Flame Issues. When the ride is bumpy, sometimes I feel there’s nothing else you can do but jump up and down in a hissy fit and scream.

That solves nothing, of course. But sometimes it helps by releasing a tiny bit of the pressure. (Not really.)

What needs to be understood is that I’ve been dealing with this cursed petrification for years. I think I’ve tried everything in the Good Way that I’m capable of doing… to no avail. And now I’m witnessing the devastation of what won’t be without even so much as hearing why. I’m a strong person; I can cope with just about anything. But knowing why? makes it an issue of respect and care. It certainly makes it easier for me to do the difficult and excruciating task of stepping back and walking away. Huh. Makes me wonder then… Guess someone doesn’t want that Finality.

Sink or Swim
Got Trust?
At this point though… The cake is gone. TFB. Sink or swim, motherfucker.

Speaking of Swimming…
Remember my post about seeing a whale tail cloud formation? Well, I’m the half of the Twin Flame pair who gets and accepts it. Who recognizes our Connection for the true Blessing it is, even as I’m forced to feel it in mono rather than stereo surround. Part of being the Recognizer is not ducking Signs when Shown them. Couldn’t get much bigger than a whale tail. Come on: It’s a WHALE. ๐Ÿ‹ ๐Ÿณ

So in honor of that (among other things which I’m not going to share cause I don’t know ya’ll) Most Excellent “Girl Who Likes to Color” Kimri ๐Ÿ’– at Element Tattoo in Bozeman, Montana, hooked me up as she so often does (cause she Rocks.)

Storm's Whale Tail ink - Element Tattoo, Bozeman, MT
Storm’s Whale Tail ink – Element Tattoo, Bozeman, MT

Storm's Whale Tail ink - Element Tattoo, Bozeman, MT
Storm’s Whale Tail ink – Element Tattoo, Bozeman, MT