Know It All?

More often than not, it’s really cool to have a fine-tuned Intuition.

While it hasn’t helped me win any lotteries (for real, what’s up with that? Boo!), I do find it helpful when facing difficult life choices.

I’ve had several of those over the last 4 years or so (faced difficult life choices), and definitely applied the foreknowing I was graced with to help me make very hard decisions.

Yet… nothing turned out as expected.
WTF and Why?

Yeah… because I forgot to factor in something crucial when said choices/decisions involve (or may involve) others: Their own Free Will Choices.

So I made tough calls based on certain “Promises” that would have happened just as foretold had the others involved chose wisely.

Left or Right?
Left? Or Right?
Suffice it to say, they did not.
I don’t know whether or not it was a desperation thing, a starving thing, an “O Ye of Little Faith” thing, or what… But each time, when I expected them to take the Left, they went Right.

Even when I stood there flashing neon signs and arrows pointing to the Left… Those self-detrimental, stubborn, unbelievably are you kidding me Peeps went Right. Each. Freaking. Time.
DAFUQ?

And it took a long while for me to realize that yes, they really did go the wrong way. By choice. And yes, the future as I had seen it no longer applied. And even that future gaped after them for quite some time in disbelief, held hope they’d realize the error, and turn back, take the correct route this time.

Nope.

So now, that foreknown, foretold future is scrambling to redirect, reroute, and correct itself (kinda like when one messes with Google’s navigation app on their cell phone) so that the things that truly are Meant to Happen still do.

Eye of Storm
Eye of Storm
Yet the ripple effect of that one person’s Right instead of Left is quite something to experience… Time shifts, delays occur, roles are swapped out with alternate soul mates so that karma can both be restored and readjusted accordingly. So that That Which Is Meant to Be Will Be.

And that’s where I stand now, in the eye of the Universe storm as it rises to arrange things to the new fit.

Eye of Storm
Eye of Storm

On the one hand โ€“โ€“ when I look at it objectively โ€“โ€“ it’s been a fascinating thing to watch, to experience. On the other, fucking sucks! Still, I’m curious to see what’s revealed to me once the dust settles.

I’ve felt the sensation of a “spoiler alert”; first last September(ish), then once last month, and it’s been even stronger this month. Gives the feeling that the dust has, in fact, settled, and that Something Exceptional This Way Comes. Soon, I should think, based on the strength of that strange, new, overlapping, Positive Energy. And… I “was Born Ready”. Bring It. ๐Ÿ˜Š

Rainbows After Storm
Rainbows After Storm (Yellowstone National Park, 2010) by I-Ting Chiang